I tried to listen to a song you sang

  but you weren't there

I tried to find a way on the map to see you

  but you were not there anymore

I tried to focus on some sweet memory

But ALL I HAVE RIGHT NOW is this desolate hole.

I try to find the sweet melody of the life that I will have in short weeks, short months, a short year when our combination makes the best recipe.

But all I find is this yearning.

There's no closure for me right now.

What I would give to see you in passing 

You have no idea.

I don't want to let go

But I'm in agony right now.