Just sad.

Sad that Zach isn't here.
And everything reminds me of him.
And I have this habit of finding pictures of him I haven't seen yet of him
And then I smile
And feel sad.
Sad I don't have a man to hug that will make me feel better.
Sad that I can't see him.
That I can't hear him.
That I feel sort of pointless at the moment.
But time can only go on, right?

So I'll let that time tick.
Tick away.
Im just going to go to bed.